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    Tuesday, November 24, 2009

    There's nothing much i can say today.
    Fucked up life, fucked up day. Don't know what to do and my father thinks im heartless.
    What more can i say? Just speechless. Once again, Spencer is their most loved.
    Compared to my brother i'm just useless. He scores A in everything and i fail in everything.
    He brings pride to the family while i bring shame.
    Wished i could blog everything i wanna feel down here but i dont think i can do it.
    It's my blog an yet i have to think of how other people think of what i write.
    Torturing. Will be back if i have the mood. BYE.

    Monday, November 23, 2009

    Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

    Hehe, Shanette is back after slacking during the Weekends.
    Sorry uh, everytime i think of those super long posts, i dont want to blog already.
    LOL.. Also, most of the photos are with Klaryce, so she had to blog first so i can take from her.
    So yeah, she blogged and so i can blog. HAHA. Took like 10minutes to take the photos from her blog.
    -_- Stupid com, yeah and i'm now uploading to photobucket. Hehehhhh.
    But somehow i think there's something wrong. I cannot seem to upload those pictures.
    -.- Nevermind i'll find a way later after i blog finish.

    21st Novemeber, Saturday: D Dreamz EOY concert.
    Woke up at 9.45am just to watch You're Beautiful. If i wake up any later, i guess i'll be late for dance.
    Heheh, sooooo... I WATCHED EPISODE 14!!! Its nice!! But there are so many sad parts.
    :( I hope episode 15 is nice. OR RATHER, I HOPE THERE'S HAPPY ENDING.
    Watched finished, went to bathe and prepare for dance. I was planning to go for last rehearsal then go home.
    But Klaryce say too rush or something so i changed my mind. Good thing i changed my mind.
    Because it wasnt only us doing rehearsal. Its everyone! Some of them already in their costumes. -_____-
    LOL so slacked and rehearsed 2,3 times and went changing into ou costumes and make up.
    HORRENDOUS!!!! I LOOK HORRENDOUS THAT DAY!!! That's why i dint took any photos.
    Lol man, MY FRINGE IS BEING CLIPPED UP, and the stupid make up is so ugly.
    YUCKS UGLY TOTALLY. But other were okay looking. :( Yunjing and Klaryce were the prettiest.
    Nicole wasnt bad too!!! Actually it wasnt bad on everyone. They still looked like human.
    HOWEVER, ME, I LOOK LIKE A FREAK FROM MARS. -.- Sianzxzx, make me so upset for awhile.
    Then, i thought to myself, Ugly people can be clowns. LOL so i started being like a mad woman. -.-
    LOL I STILL MADE PEOPLE LAUGH WHAT. I'm happy they happy everyone happy.
    Heheheh... Finished make up and everything at 4plus. Omg still got 2hours like that.
    I thought i was going to faint, because of how horrible i looked.
    But since i started being hyper, my stage fright was suddenly gone.
    But i hate those lights, it makes me think of my ugly face and i did ONE step wrong.
    Ok not really wrong, but i think wrong timing. But nevermind la, audience there confirm all is those small lil kids parents and siblings.
    Whereas i only know my family, so who the hell cares how i looked??
    Jose is heavyyyyyyy. -_- LOL Clarissa very funny. There was this one part that we had to pull Captain Hook (Jose) out of the stage.
    Cause he "died" as the fairies killed him. Then our group got 6 people.
    2 of them are supposed to like lead us down the stairs.
    The other 2 supposed to be pulling his legs and another 2, his hands.
    So me and Clarissa are the ones pulling his hands. This dumbdumb clarissa go grab the same hand as me when she's supposed to take the other hand.
    Then so hard to pull cause he's heavy and he's like grabbing on my hand so tightly and the other side no support. -.-
    CLARISSA, YOU'RE SUCHA KUKU. HAHAHAHAH.
    Went home straight after my performance, dint get to stay till the end.
    Cause my parents got some dinner they need to attend. Went home straight and bathed and used the computer awhile and watched "What Happens in Vegas."
    Its so boring just to keep staring at the stupid computer.
    Nothing nice to see at all. -.-. I almost fell asleep but i dint. Hehhhh.
    After the show, watched another crazy show on MTV. Scream Queens.
    LOL fell asleep after that. OHYA, mummy bought Marshmellow Lollipop for me from london. ITS VERY TASTY AND VERY CUTE. HAHAHHAA.
    Pictures tells a thosand words. I've already wrote like hundreds over words here though... HAHAHAH.

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    There are alot more photos in Klaryce's blog.
    Go there and see kay, ohyeah! THE PHOTOS HERE, ARE ALSO BY KLARYCE LIM.

    Alright, end of that day. Let's start Sunday. Woke up at 10plus and went for guitar at 11plus.
    Finished at 12 and went home slack. Daddy bought me a Black Nike Jacket! DAMN SLEEK!
    I love it eh. HEHEHEH. Lol watched tv. Channel 55&255.
    I forgot the show name. Something like "The Four" or something one.
    That show's nice! :D Hahaha! Slacked till 3plus i went to prepare to go out with family.
    They are bringing Pound to training lesson. I think i should follow la.
    Cause at home also nothing to do. Hah, the wind there so huge! -_-
    I felt i could almost fly. LOLLLL. I shouldve brought my camera!!!
    The dogs there are so awesome and i love Junior! (The golden retriever)
    He's damn obedient and damn adorable kay! Hehehehh, had a enjoyable time with the dogs there.
    Went Tampines mall after that. Omg i had Swensens for dinner. OMG LA.
    LOL. Brother and i dint even said we wanted Swensens lor. So amazing la.
    Hahahaha! But i dint get to buy their ice cream there. I was so full after eating baked rice and drinking their Milkshake.
    I'm gonna go try their icecream. HEHEH, i seldom eat Swensens one kay.
    Supposed to get our new phones after dinner. But the m1shop say, Every M1 branch in SG has got no more stock for SE Aino.
    -.- -_- Is it THATTTT popular!? I've never heard of ALL M1 BRANCHES no stock before.
    They say i've got to wait till like Thurs cause the stock will come in on Wed i think.
    Or even later. So i'll maybe get it on Thurs, Fri, Sat, Sun. -_- Rahhhhhhhh....
    Okay... Went The Face Shop after that. LOL mummy wanted to get the membership card.
    $100 dollars, she go tell me get the masks until $100. LOL.
    So now i've got like 20 The Face Shop masks at home or even more.
    HAHAHAHAH. Went The Wallet Shop after that. There are nice wallets! I want!
    But i dint say, cause the price very nice too. But mummy asked me which one i like and she'll get it for me the next time round.
    Ooooo... LOL. Went home after that and watched Twilight. WEEE TWILIGHT x3
    I cannot wait for New Moon to come out! Should i watch New moon in SG or MSIA?
    LOL. Alright YAY I'M DONE WITH THE POST!!!! :P SAYONARA!!!!

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    Friday, November 20, 2009

    It's been almost a year!

    Hihi guys. Dint managed to post yesterday night cause my dad very naggy uh.
    -.- So i decided to not touch the computer to just let him shut his gap.
    Yeah weeehooo i'm back.

    Woke up at 10plus yesterday morning. Klaryce told me episode 13 come out already, but with CHINESE subs.
    -.- She want me to die man. LOL but i still want to watch. I was blowing dry my hair when she text me.
    Then lazy to wear contacts cause i very excited about episode 13. Hehehehe...
    I watched 15minutes of it, i died. -.- DAMN HARD TO READ LA. So pekchek lor...
    So i told myself i'll wait till night then watch. Cause at night will have ENGLISH subs.
    Hehhh. I stepped out of the house, started raining again. -.-
    Went dance with Clarissa. We're late 15minutes!!! Then Rachel and Yunjing keep blaming me.
    -.- Say what i'm the one who organise the training one. Dumbass.
    You all agree then go one what. Like that also nice to blame. -_-
    Klaryce even later than me they never say anything. Tsk. Rah. Pretty girls get lotsa privileges.
    LOL ok, so practiced for 1 1/2 hours. I very hyper during practice.
    Bought a bluey drink at Delifrance and went back home with Klaryce.
    Wah the stupid bus, so long one lor. I can sleep while standing already.
    I went her house! I wanted to see her lil baby sister. But i never see her until i wanna go home.
    SHE SO CUTEEEEEE, she stare at me with those super cute eyes. HAHAH. Her second younger sister also very cute.
    LOL. Anyhow guess my shoe also can guess correct. LOLOLOL. Did nothing much.
    KLaryce was playing with her new DSLR. Surfed the net together and chatted.
    She damn crazy one sia. She keep telling me to shake my hand cause she wanna do the fast shuttle thingy.
    She wanted me to do starjump somemore. -____- LOL!!
    Went home at 7plus. Daddy come fetch me~ He dint seem happy -_-
    I think cause i disrupted his happy hour plans. Lol man, kk.
    Bathed and wanted to watch episode 13. I touch the computer only, daddy told me what cannot everytime like that, must like this. -.-
    Blahblahblah. As i've said, i dont wanna listen to his same kuku stuff, so i just dont use lor.
    Watched tv till 10 and wanted to do something else. But wth i felt so tired.
    I went in my room, offed the lights and want to fall asleep already lor.
    But idk what i do yesterday night, i slept at 1am. HEY LIKE WTH.
    I want to wake up early the next day so i can watch episode 13 one lor!
    So i ended up waking up at 10am. -_- I think if the radio never say the time, i confirm sleep till 11 one.
    Rahhhh. Heng uh, so watched episode 13. WEEE SO NICE!!!!!! Taekyung x33, Shinwoo x3, Jeremy x3!!
    Hohohoho. Got problem halfway when i watched. -.- Stupid one tsk.
    Bathed at 11plus and ate lunch. Homemade Pizza with Banana Milkshake. LOL.
    Went Orchard with Fionlee today :) Long time no see, wee oh weet, she become so sexy already.
    (Shouldnt say become, should say she's still as sexy as ever.)
    HAHA, more matured too. LOL. But she still never change la. Hehe.
    Went walking around Wisma and Taka. Bought a top from Cotton on.
    Bought tickets for 2012 at Lido. Wanted to watch Christmas Carol. But then timing dont fit our schedule.
    So we changed to 2012. I dint really plan to watch this movie uh.
    But, I REALLY LIKED IT. It's the best Sci-Fi movie i've watched!!!!! I rate it 4.8/5.
    HAHA. But i pray it really wont happen to us. Seriously, its so scary.
    To see so many people die, mygosh heartpain.. -.- There was this super selfish pig in the show which i hate alot.
    -.- After the movie, went off already. Hmmmm come to think of it, me and Fion have been friends since like what?
    3years old. -.- I think its 3, i'm not sure. Wow, 11years of friendship O.O. LOLLL.
    I also remember, i used to cry everytime when i wanna leave her house.
    Cause everytime go her house play baby games uh, i enjoy ma. So the thought of not being able to play with her very sad uh.
    HAHAHA so cry. LMAO! What stupid logic is that!? But her mama will always be like: Aiyo dont cry we welcome you anytime! HAHA!!!
    I also remember i p5 that time, met her at ECP cause our dads got some party there or what.
    We're like strangers like that. I also dont know why but we still managed to talk to each other.
    Yeah i admit i'm super anti social last time. Hyper abit also dont have.
    Then we start growwwwing upppppp. Our parents always say Fion is 2months older than me, but i'm 1 head taller than her.
    Always one lor. & Chan See Teng(my canto name) is what her dad always call me. HAHA.
    Haha so yeah, will be seeing her at my christmas party one, confirm. LOL.
    End of my day. Tomorrow's performance. I really hope with my whole entire heart i wont screw up tomorrow.
    And i really hope my skin wont die because of the makeup as my skin currently is not in a very good condition.
    And i guess i've decided to keep long fringe. Lol, i dont know if i can tolerate the irritating fringe uh.
    See first ba, im impatient ^v^. LOL. Mummy's coming back home tomorrow!! :D
    Weeeehooooo, sayonara!



    This two photos, the anyhow klaryce playing with her cam again. My backview also nice to take hahahah.
    Wanted to grab from her blog, but idk why cannot. So told her to send to me.
    YOU GO HER BLOG, SEE HER BEAUTIFUL FACE WALAO. Me so damn jealous uh.
    Yunjing say my eyes small -_- No need say i also know tsktsk. DONT KNOW WHY MY EYE SO SMALL WALAO.

    Wednesday, November 18, 2009

    Sweet candies

    You know, if i'm uber bored, or i fee inferior, i'll be hyper out of nowhere.
    I bet Clarissa was just tolerating my nonsense. LOL. She stupid fella, go take screenshots again -_-
    Yeah, so.... you'll see retarded sides of me again.
    I woke up this morning, at 10.39am. No one disturbed me until this kuku winnie banged opened my door.
    Yeah, so i woke up. Went to search on how to cure my face again.
    Endless problem. Urgh, if only i were a billionaire... Can buy anything i want without anyone's permission -_-
    Sadly, money dont drop from the SKY. Clinique looks special.
    I heard that their price also VERYSPECIAL. LOL. Can you guess what i meant?
    I meant it should cost super pricey. -.- Tsktsk. But i think my mum won't mind the price if it really works.
    Thats what she always tell me la.. Haha. So i think i should tell her about Clinique.
    15days more to Genting. I really miss going out of Singapore.
    2009, what a suckish year. Never get to get out of Singapore during June Hols, suckish camp i had eoy, now dont think i can go HK either.
    Bored ttm. -.- So i really must enjoy my Genting trip no matter what.
    Buy as much rubbish as i can, play as much as i can, and sleep as little as i can.
    & UNLIKE ALL THE OTHER YEARS, I'M NOT GONNA EAT ALL THOSE JUNK THIS YEAR.
    REALLY, damn desperate to slim down. Maybe ALITTLE will do but i still wont eat as much as the previous years.
    Another thing, have been pestering Klaryce to ask her parents if she can follow me to Genting.
    My prediction is, she wont even ask. Zzzz, i gave her the date like what? Almost a month ago and she still havent ask. Wtf.
    Hmmm. And she is always not replying my msn messages. Zzzzzzz.
    Stupid woman rah. Clarissa isnt online, so does Fionlee. :( I've got no one to chat with!!! :(
    Kenji is irritating. He keep telling me to buy him in FFS. He's lucky he's cheap and i dont mind.
    If not i'll really punch him. -.- I dont bother replying him anymore. RAH.
    4th Sunday, dont think he is going for mass. Wth, god's punishing me once again.
    Ugly woman like me... :( Very sad to say.

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    She is so evil. Evil ladeh.

    I like the If I were a Boy remix. I heard before, but it was a very long time ago.
    Then two days back when i was at wisma, i suddenly heard it again.
    It sounded weird to me. LOL Cause it was a guy singing "IF I WERE A GIRL."
    A normal guy seriously wont wanna be a girl. LOL. Yeah, so... Here it is. :)


    Quite a nice remix la. Haha :) Like duet like that. LMAO.

    Hmmmmmm. I kinda like SHINee now. I dont think they look THAT BAD...
    And their songs are super not bad. LOL. See, i found another of their song.
    I dont think its very new, but hey! It's still nice, who cares if its new or old?!


    It's cool man. LOL. Hehehehe. Wished i could dance like them. They're so synced la!!!
    So envy... :( I don't believe they are CONPEMPARORY BAND LA!? -.-.
    And they are going Philipines you know. Zzzz. WHY DOES PHILIPINES GET EVERYTHING.
    They always go our Neighbouring country and not SINGAPORE. DUDEZ!
    I know Singapore is a very small country BUT THERE ARE STILL 4million PEOPLE HERE YO!?
    That's not really a small amount kay!? I know compared to other countries, IT IS.
    BUT STILL, ITS 4,000,000+++++ PEOPLE, and there are still people producing babies.
    LMAO. SO COME SINGAPORE LA!!! :(

    Ohyaohya, my face seems very hopeless now...

    Tuesday, November 17, 2009

    WEEE OH WEEEEET.

    HAHA I TELL YOU SOMETHING. I WAS DAMN FREAKING HYPER YESTERDAY NIGHT.
    Actually i dont know why. I've been kinda weird ever since i went vivo last friday with Clarissa and Yunjing and Nicole.
    LOL. Sooooo, i'm super crazy. AND THEN THIS CRAZY CLARISSA GO TAKE SCREENSHOT.
    LOL, DAMN FUNNY. I JUST KEPT LAUGHING MY ASS OFF 5MINUTES AGO.
    Now i'm here to show you guys how retarded i am LMAOOOOO!









    Okay my photobucket got problem. So i'm uploading these pictures with blogger.
    Thats why the picture looks kinda small. URGH BUT YOU CAN OPEN IT UP AND SEE.
    LOL, i'm retarded HAHAHAHAHA.

    I practically did nothing today except helping FionLee with her blog.
    HAHA, at first she wanted orange blogskin. So i helped her with orange.
    It looked so weird... Then she told me to change it to blue and now it looks gorgeous~
    Ok la self complimenting BUT, i know she's happy with it so i'm also happy.
    Today's gonna be a short post cause actually, i dint intend to blog.
    But those screenshots made me laugh the shit out of me HAHAHAH. So i decided to post.
    Yeah, SO PLEASE DO ENJOY MY HYPERNESS KAY!!!!! (Fyi, i dont know why her msn like that one... LOL.)

    Oh one more thing, IF SHINee IS EVER COMING SINGAPORE, I'LL GO TO THEIR CONCERT.
    LOL, im not really a fan of them la. But i seriously like TAEMIN. HAHAHAHAHHA.
    SO I'LL GO THERE AND MAKE SURE I GET HIS AUTOGRAPH, IF THEY ARE EVER COMING.
    PLUS THE STUPID SS501, SAY WANT COME SINGAPORE, LAST MINUTE NO MORE. ROAR, KUKUMALU.
    HEHEHE I WANT TO GO SEE LEE TAE MIN!!!! SO CUTE OMG 16 YEARS OLD!!!


    SEE THIS VIDEO UH, HE IS THE IN THE FRONT AT 1.33MINUTE. Sooooooooo cute!!!! :D:D:D:D
    Hehehehe.

    Monday, November 16, 2009

    Tiring.

    -.o I dont really remembered what happened yesterday though...
    Hmmmm i know i went for guitar lesson in the morning. Then supposed to come back myself cause daddy fetch mummy to airport.
    But dontknow why he came and fetch me. LOL. Slacked till 3plus.
    I was watching videos on youtube mostly.

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    This is Lee Tae Min. He is from the band SHINee if you guys dont know.
    He is ONLY 16 THIS YEAR!!!! :D LEE TAE MIN IS DAMN CUTE!!!!
    VERY VERY CUTE AND VERYVERY YOUNG. HAHAHA. DAMN CUTE LA OMG. Awesome hot guy.
    HAHA, he dance great too! I cannot really find a good solo picture of him -_-
    But i've got a tiny group photo, you cannot really see their faces too -.-....

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    He's the blue one! Center one. HOHOHO. So cute la.
    I like their ring ding dong song!!! :D

    Alright, so after crazing over Taemin, headed over to dance studio cause they're having rehearsal again.
    -.- As expected, its boring. Lol, stood there for two hours doing nothing.
    Daddy fetched me go have dinner somewhere at balestier around 7.
    We ate Bakuteh. Damn nice la. HAHA. Went home and bathed. Daddy "TALKED" to me for 1hour plus.
    And i used the computer till 11plus. Was checking out dance websites.
    I wanna change danceschool. Yeah...

    So today, woke up at 9.45 by my maid. Lol, father called me and questioned me why i woke up at 9.45 when i'm supposed to wake up at 9.30.
    Zzzzzzzz. I seriously cannot communicate with him la. Talking to him means death.
    Whatever whatever i just sian sian like that talk to him then kup.
    Today going out to get clothes for performance with Evelyn and Sylvia!
    But i realised dad dint leave money. Dont know he uh, trying to be guailan or what.
    I told him yesterday i was going out to get costumes today. Lol, obviously need money right?
    I text him say did you leave money at home. He told me how i know what you want.
    -.- Lol? Fine then after awhile he called and started saying how not godly he is, he dont know what im thinking etc etc.
    Then say what yesterday should tell him how much, he waiting for me to ask that bloody qustion.
    LOL WAITING? WAITING? Why is he always saying HE'S WAITING?!
    His mouth also made of gold meh? He cannot ask me? Must i go ask him?
    Then sometimes if i ask him stuff, he'll show me jiaobin? Tmd which idiot will wanna send themselves to death uh?
    WHATEVER. So i texted Sylvia saying i cannot go cause father dint leave money.
    And she is so kind. She said she'll pay for me first, then get money from parents.
    Dont know what my father doing. Must find thing to do if not not happy one.
    -.- Zzzzzzzzzz. Just leave money at home also so difficult. If he dont want to leave money then i can just dont go out.
    Simple as that. He think he dont let me out cause he never leave money i'll feel angry?
    Sorry father i'm not :)

    So went to studio to meet the other peeps and Sylvia.
    I thought i was late but somehow i was the first to reach -.o LOL.
    Clarissa came then yunjing came then nicole came then off we went waiting for Sylvia.
    LOL. She fetched us in her car! Hahaha. There was this little boy in the car who scared me.
    He sat behind us and was like fooling around. Looked at him carefully and he was our main role, PETER PAN.
    LOL.... Yeah Sylvia's son. Very cute dude. Hahaha. He followed us everywhere eh.
    We went Orchard Central first. Nothing there one. -_- Then everyone was hungry.
    So went idk where to eat. We ate Mos Burger. Sylvia treated all of us. Awwman i feel kinda bad.
    Heh.. Lyon(peterpan) was seriously very cute la. I dont believe he's 10.
    O.O he looked younger than that to me. Hahaha. There was this extra burger and lotsa extra fries.
    Packed it and let Lyon hold cause his mom say we'll be busy shopping.
    LOL, what a kind guy. After that went to Wisma.
    We couldnt find our way there at first. We were at Ion. Then we got kinda lost there cause i dont really know why. LOL we kept playing with the escalators.
    Go up and down, up and down. Then there was this one time, two other people were standing in beween us and Lyon.
    He turned behind, wanting to tell us: If anyone hungry, can ask me for food.
    He said: if anyone hungry already then realised the people behind him were strangers.
    LOL HE FELT DAMN EMBARASSED. HAHA. Headed to Far east. Lol, boring place.
    Klaryce came after that. O.o i nearly wore the same thing as her. LOLLL.
    She wore white Mango tank. Yunjing wore Black mango tank. And i nearly wore Grey mango tank.
    -_- alamak should have worn. Then i'm sure we'll look cute together. HAHAHAHAH.
    Went Bugis after that. Nothing nice to see one lor, at Far east.
    Lyon very cute la, he kept making us laugh along the way.
    Ooo Bugis found lotsa stuff. I saw quite alot of things that i like but i had no mood to shop la today.
    So just got the clothes neeeded for performance. I think Klaryce's shirt looks the best.
    Hahahaha, her's nice eh :) After finished shopping, Sylvia fetched me, clarissa and nicole to Clarke mrt station and off home we went.
    Clarissa was saying that she's passed by Hillside Mansions lotsa times but dint know it was hillside mansions cause it dint state it was.
    SO I SHOWED HER THE BIGBIG WORD HILLSIDE MANSIONS. LOL then she got nothing to say already.
    Went home after that and bathed and now blogging. Yeah, got nothing to do now, so i probably will sleep early tonight.
    BYEE.






    Hihihi, i'm back. Lol. I feel very frustrated all over again. Sigh.
    Fucking dad is driving me nuts. Why must he always torture me when my mom is not around.
    I HATE NIGHTTIME, CAUSE I GET TO SEE HIS IDIOTIC LOOK. IDIOT I SWEAR.
    Sigh. SIGHHHHH. I WANNA RUNAWAY FROM HOME I TELL YOU. AND ITS ALL SAMTAN'S FAULT.
    Wtf i dont like him la. AT ALL. I feel very stuffy in my heart now.
    Dont know why. I feel that i've got lots to say when i totally have none.
    I DONT KNOW!!! RAH HOWHOWHOW. I FEEL LIKE CRYING WTF, FOR NOTHING.
    Dont know la, i find my dad getting super unreasonable nowadays. It's always Shanette's fault and not sam.
    Urgh. Everyone's just simply picking on me la. Sigh. I know Shanette is ugly.
    I know Shanette is fat. I know Shanette has no merit points.
    URGH I WANNA DIE LA. I ALSO DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN AND ALL I WANT TO DO NOW IS SHOUT AND SCREAM LA.

    Saturday, November 14, 2009

    Frustrating and Irritated.

    Went for dance this afternoon. & Yup, as i expected. -.-
    I still got scolded by teacher for heaven knows how many times. URGH.
    SHE MADE ME FEEL LIKE I'VE DISGRACED ALL THE DANCERS AND I'M THE WORST DANCER SHE'S EVER SEEN.
    Like wth? Sorry if i offended anyone from dance, BUT I SERIOUSLY THINK I'M NOT THE WORST DANCER IN THIS GROUP.
    SO WHY THE HELL IS SHE ALWAYS PICKING ON ME? I saw the video myself, and she kept repeating it like shithell many times.
    I saw others made mistake too, AND SHE DINT SAY ANYTHING.
    She just kept pointing at me and Klaryce. WTF I'M PISSED TO THE MAXIMUM OF THE MAXIMUM.
    Why is she always saying only me me me. One of the dancers never even dance properly and she never say anything.
    Another person dance small steps, SHE ALSO NEVER SAY ANYTHING. SHE JUST KEPT SAYING ME ME ME, SHANETTE SHANETTE SHANETTE.
    Oh and worst, she dont call me Shanette. She call me Chennel. -.- Crap la.
    She make me so nervous i made so many mistakes at the last dance.
    Then this time she praise me. She something wrong or what?!@#$%^&!@?
    Zzzzzz i wanna murder myself la. Then mother still text me after that and told me i had to go home myself.
    SIAN DIAO X100000000. -.- I was feeling so lazy and all i wanna do is sleep la!
    Went home with Clarissa and was all moody the whole afternoon.
    I never said i was a good dancer. BUT, AM I SOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOUSY?! HEY THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE MORE LOUSIER THAN ME LA.
    I kept telling myself: NEVERMIND, she scold me cause she wants me to do well. NEVERMIND, she scold me cause she wants me to be better than others. NEVERMIND, she scold me cause i'm infront for one part of the dance. NEVERMIND, she scold me cause i was better last time and she saw me slackening so she wanna pull me back.
    BUT NOTHING HELPS, GOODNESS GRACIOUS. I just kept watching the god damn video, thinking so hard why she never say others when i see others making mistakes too.
    I think this is more of a ranting post, BUT I DONT CARE LA. I HAVE TO VENT IT OUT.
    I just finished ranting it at Klaryce. LOL she dont mind cause she thinks the same way as i do.
    Yeahhhhh so, NEXT WEEK IS THE PERFORMANCE AND I SERIOUSLY DONT WANNA SCREW IT UP.
    I MISS JOVIENNE :( She's there for us no matter what. Why Sheena always have other things on and cannot support us or what one.
    Last week's dance rehearsal uh, each dance got their teachers to guide them to.
    Only ours dont have, and we were like fools out there, LOST.
    Tomorrow got rehearsal again... And she, AGAIN, wont be there. Sigh.
    Our costumes, idk what to do and i wasnt paying attention to what Sylvia was saying this afternoon.
    All that was in my mind was: WHY SHE ONLY SCOLD ME?!?!?! UNFAIR TTMMMMMMM.
    Yeah, so, i wont be bringing anything to dance tomorrow and just say i dont have any whatever thing they tell me to bring and period.
    Went Parkway just now for dinner and shopping. Dint really shop la, so many people.
    I just thought of church and going home. First thing, my intuition tells me he's there tonight and tomorrow night.
    I dint go mas tonight cause mummy's flying off to LONDON tomorrow and i have to have dinner as a family. Lol...
    Then tomorrow the stupid dance make me cannot see his wonderful face.
    I'M NOT ASKING MUCH, AM I? I JUST WANNA SEE HIS FACEEEEE. -.- Rah........
    A beautiful shoe caught my attention and i bought it. I THINK ITS DAMNDAMN CUTE.
    HAHA! I also bought Beanie for no reason, act cute i guess (not cute though).
    Went home after that and bathed. Phew fresh. I'm going to put the stupid video into my ipod and think of my MISTAKES.
    이별 사람들! (Byebye people)

    Huang Tae Kyung (Jang Geun Suk) ♥♥♥

    OMG LA, OMG I LOVE EPISODE 12'S ENDING. ALAMAK, I WANT EPISODE 13!!!
    SHITSTUFF, HAVE TO WAIT TILL NEXT WEEK??? :( OMG I WANNA CRY ALREADY LA.
    TAEKYUNG!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

    I slept very early yesterday night. I was so angry episode 12 not subtitles.
    LOL. Then i got nothing to do.. Watched Terminator on tv. I kept asking mummy lotsa questions cause i did not watch the front part.
    LOL. So exciting la. HAHA, but i dint watch the ending cause it became boring so i fell asleep.
    I was looking forward to watching You're Beautiful episode 12 on Saturday, which is today!
    I slpt from like 7 or 8plus all the way till 9plus this morning. I got woken up by a text in the middle of the night.
    It kept vibrating on the table, vibrate vibrate vibrate, i was too tired to get it.
    So i just left it there. Woke up this morning, quickly go find out if episode 12's subtitles came out already not.
    AND IT CAME OUT!!! But i watched one part only, they tell me sever traffic rush.
    Or idk what kns stuff la! Make me so angry :( But awhile later, it worked.
    Just watched finished. OMG SO NICE I LOVE THE ENDING. The bitch still pisses me off.
    At least she did ONE GOOD THING, out of all the 12episodes. But i still hate her.
    -.- 4 more episodes and this show is finished. Awwwwww. :( I'm so afraid TaeKyung will find out that Gominyu is his mum's lover's child.
    Shitz. What would happen after that sial. EEE I WANT HAPPY ENDING HOR!!!!
    DONT TWIST THE ENDING, I WANT THEM TO BE TOGETHER!!!!!! OMG HAHA.
    In another 45minutes time, i'll be heading to the bathroom to batheeeeee.
    AND ONE MORE THING, I GOT PIMPLES :( SIGH WHAT SHOULD I DO???? :(


    THIS IS FUNNY. LOLLL.


    LOL why he like retarded in this vid. LOL....


    Friday, November 13, 2009

    I'm happy and sleepy today!! :D

    IMMA HAPPY WOMAN TODAY! *Smiles* The weather still the same.
    -.- Rahhhhh. When i went out, the sky was already darkening.
    Lucky i got to the MRT station before it started pouring. Gonna meetin Yunjing, Nicole and Clarissa at Chinatown.
    So amazing, i reached in less than 30minutes! HAHA. (30minutes inclusive of walking out from my house to the busstop and waiting for the bus.)
    COOL RIGHT? Hahaha. I spotted Nicole. She was smiling at herself o.o... Kinda scary.
    LOL. I actually founded my way to the address that was given to me.
    WEEE, i dint find that shop that bad la. Just that the clothes are all so big in size.
    Hey, i'm considered quite big in size right? But when i wear the clothes from there, gosh!
    It's like below my knee already!? I was telling Nicole that i'm sure none of the clothes here fits her.
    Cause she's so tiny in size. HAHA. Yunjing came after that. Had quite a hard time finding her.
    LOL. When she saw the shop, she totally lost interest. I called Sylvia to ask for help.
    She sound super young on the phone... Like a teen. I thought i called wrong person.
    LOL... She told us to look around at Vivo or Orchard. Tsktsk.
    I told Yunjing to go orchard, she tell me very expensive. LOL.. So we went Vivo.
    Vivo also not cheap what! Funny one, nevermind. Anywhere's better than CHINATOWN.
    Before heading to vivo, we waited for clarissa cause she said she was already at Chinatown.
    Still found nothing at vivo. -.- Gave up on looking for costumes. I texted Sylvia to tell her there's seriously nothing that looks like PIRATE clothes to me.
    -.- I went F21. :D Hehehe, shopping time. Dont care costumes already. Only spoiling my mood and wasting my time.
    A checkered dress caught my attention. I took size M, but it looked so big so i took size S.
    I went in to try, wow amazed that it fits be just right. But, i think a plain one looks nicer.
    LOL so i went to look for a plain one. The plain one dont have size S... LOL so bought size M.
    Tskkkkk, i never try then go pay already. Hope its not too big.
    After that went BK for lunch/teabreak. LOL. I dint eat lunch ma, so its considered lunch to me.
    Clarissa and Nicole dint eat. Clarissa wanted starbucks but Yunjing dont want.
    Ate finished, went walking around the first floor. Nothing much caught my attention.
    I was just roughly thinking in my head what i wanted to get. Then i walked into the shop Pull and Bear.
    The clothes there quite pretty. :) There is this particular boots, that goes right up to your thighs.
    Like pants like that LMAO!! I saw jeans skirt! I was hesitating whether if i should buy...
    Cause i dint really liked the colour.. It's a super fade kinda jeans colour.
    I wanted normal jeans colour or denim. But dont have. Have la, but i dont know got my size anot.
    So i walked out of the shop and told them maybe other shops have got better skirts.
    But, dont have :( went back to that shop and took the biggest size and head in to dressing room to try.
    POWER LA, i wear it, TOTALLY DROP DOWN. SHOCKED ME. LOLLLL. So went to take smaller sizes and went back in to try.
    Took the one which fitted me and paid it. Resonable price and i'm happy with the skirt. :)
    Continued walking around aimlessly... Those other three never buy anything and they just kept following me...
    Tsktsktsk... Lol so nothing to do already, went home. I fell asleep on the train.
    Was tired uh, reached Serangoon, raining so heavily. -.- Called Winnie asking if she could bring umbrella fetch me.
    She say cannot, she's cooking. Urgh. Lol, so i waited for it to at least drizzle then i run home.
    But i cannot run home cause my sandals damn slippery. Reached home and i'm blogging now.
    Haha, sian lo. Nothing to do already. Performance is next week la mygosh. -.-....
    I'm supersupersuper dead, supersupersuper scared. I seriously wonder how Klaryce's gonna catch up.
    -.- Alright, ending my post with 2usual words, BYE LOVELIES.

    Memories

    I wanna go HongKong Disneyland! I bet the christmas stuffs there are beautiful!
    Sorry uh, if some of you might not think its nice. But i havent been there before and i really wanna have a feel of what real christmas is like!
    Plus now its already so late to book tickets etc.. Hongkong's the nearest to Singapore so....
    I really wished i was there la! Hongkong's weather now is COLD. C O L D.
    I hate Singapore's weather. -.- Hot in the morning, cold in the afternoon, warm in the night.
    Like wth? It should be cold in the morning, warm in the afternoon, super cold in the night la!
    Like that then can sleep super comfortably ma. Haha. In another 2more weeks, i'll be off to Genting once again.
    Haha, amazing, i've been to genting since i was like what? 2 or 3?
    My broher's been to genting since the year he was borned! I still like the year when i was Primary 2.
    I guess that's the best year out of all the times i've been there.
    My family, Peiyee's family and Dennis' family are like so bonded la.
    Then when i transferred to Woodgrove, Dennis always treated me like imma ghost.
    Gosh damn him. Yeahhhhh, i loved Primary5's Chinese New Year celebration at my house too!
    Peiyee and sister, Dennis and brother and Nicholas and brother were there.
    I can remember everything very vividly. I had so much fun though i sprained my ankle from running up and down the rounded staircase at my dad's boss house.
    ALSO, I STILL REMEMBER MY DAD'S COMPANY DINNER WHEN I WAS 11.
    Funny like mad. LOL. Me and Dennis' family sit same table. Last time he and my brother can consider quite close la.
    So they sat together. We went to the dinner after school ma. Then when we saw each other, like see enemy like that -_-
    We dint know we had to sit with each other la! So suay, but my brother was happy.
    Tsk. Ohya! The dinner's held at Orchid Community Club. Yeah, so they officially start the dinner by, shit i forgot what's that called. You know the very loud "gun" with lots of small papers flying out.
    LOL!!! Yeah that thing. Behind me, was Nicholas' family. I dont talk to them until after this incident.
    I was being naughty. Me and Spencer and Dennis were playing with those papers on the floor la.
    (Dont blame me, i'm childish. HAHAHA.) Then i went to hyper i threw some of the papers at Nicholas.
    Cause he smiled at me when i looked at him. LOL then he started playing with us.
    -.- He run like super duper fast la. I wanna throw those papers at him, he like keep flying away like that.
    But when he wanna throw at me, walao everytime catch me one!!! :( So saddening. LOL.
    I really run fast last time. 9,10,11 years old, i can run faser than boys.
    HAHA CAUSE OF THE CATCHING GAME ME, CHARMAINE, TRUDY, CRYSTAL, NATHALIE, CHOOLIN, DENNIS, SEBASTIAN, AND SOME OTHER GUYS WHOM I DONT REMEMBER PLAYED.
    HAHA it was damn fun la. Sian, now everyone grow up already. The next time i see Dennis, i can bet he'll treat me like a transparent wall.
    I havent seen him for like coming 2years already? And i wont be seeing him this dec too.
    Cause i'm not going Genting with him. He's going the later batch one. I also havent seen Nicholas for quite a long time.
    -.- Siansation ttm. My family's supposed to go the later batch one. I have no idea what my dad did, he go change to the earlier batch.
    Eeeee. KLARYCE, PLEASE COME WITH ME. YOU STILL HAVENT GIVE ME REPLY, I'M GONNA MURDER YOU. LOL.